Why always hydrochloric acid?

F’s diary

The weather has always been cloudy, rainy, and windy these days. A new day is always a surprise for me. I never know what's going to happen whether it's good or bad. I wear a big-green daises pattern orange t-shirt, a polcadot-pinky long skirt, and a green shoes with yellow shoelace.  Clashing patterns has always been fun and we should never be scared with what others will think.. Because it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring! hehehee ;) – IMHO sometime ^^v.

Now, I more realize about mystomach ache. That wasn’t because improper time of eating nor hot meals. Doctor said: “F, your hydrochloric acid got increased.  I suggest you to eat healthy food, neither acid nor hot meals”

 But yeah, I found out. It was because of mythougts about anything which hasn’t fixed yet >,<. Luckily, I have G, whom I used to call G as lil sis. G always encourages me to have positive thinking and do as many as possible good things which can accelerate your hopes become true (aamiin ya Allah). Many people have been asking me whetherG  and I are actually siblings because I often refer G as my "lil' sis". So let me clarify, hehehe. G  is not my biological sister, but I do consider G as my own sister because G does feel like a sister to me. G has such a good, pure heart, and I love G just as much as I would love my own little sister if I had one. G understands me a lot, and vice versa. I like referring G as my sister because G means more than a friend to me, and besides, my family loves G too and I am just as close with G’sfamily too. And I've always wanted a younger sister anyway hehehe. Hope that clarifies! :)

Inspiration. The process of being mentally stimulated. To create something large(r), or meaningful. I live for inspirations, for inspirations are what move us from good to better, from better to richer in mind. Inspirations come any second. At the most unexpected situations. Random, the timing might be, but inspirations will only come with an open mind and a big heart. A mind that is willing to see and accept newness and even ugliness, so that the most irrelevant object becomes relevant, and becomes an idea that is grand and pleasant. It touches our hearts so much.

Of course, there's always a limit we can't pass. But at least, be happy and grateful first with what you already have, and try to get what you want little by little... Allah gives us energy, health, and talents. What are those things for? Of course Allah wants us to use what He already gave as good as possible! I’m so thankful for the years full of valuable lessons. So, don’t give up on your life plans and dreams. They will be so so so beautiful in the right time J.