A’s diary
I’m a happy,
energetic, and enjoyable girl student. And quite lovely (myfriends told me like
that). I spend all day with routine
activities. Usually, they are playing, studying, eating, watching, facebooking,
twittering, blogging, photographing, and many moooreee. Till someday, B came to
myschool as a new student. Hmm..and came to mylife too. From the beginning B
treated me so well. B told some words that B didn’t tell to anybody else, but
me. I was just wondering, why B could give good words (special words exactly)
to me-someone that B has just met. After that moment I got myeye on B. I didn’t
know B knew it or not. B also treat myFriends well, but not special as B did to
me. In the middle of our class hour, the teacher gives us assignment to make a discussing
group. B tells me that B wants to join in the same group with me. I say “OK”.
Then we do the assignment together, me, B, and another one. The assignment is
making poster about friendship. B likes
to talk about B’s story while doing the assignment, and we keep on hearing it.
For me, B is a new friend, so it’s just a common thing. Some of B’s story are
about B’s family, B’s hobbies, B’s dream...and there’s a sort moment B tells us
about B’s special story. B has someone special (called C), but C has left B
with no reason. B still thinking about C often. Even B try to forget C too,
more often. But still C is on B’s mind. Myfriend and me are kind of lil shock
with all the efforts that B has done to C, both when they still together and
apart. After that story, B tells that myfriend is a nice one, and I’m not. I
just can say “helloooo....don’t you remember with your deed to me...”, for sure
I shout it loud only on mymind. Myfriend feels guilty to me and gets upset to B.
Cause myfriend also know about B’s special attitude to me. Myfriend still treat
B in a good one. Cause yeah, B is our friend after all. I also treat them well,
we’re friend after all. But yeah, it feels like there’s a knife stubbed to me.
Frankly, it’s a lil bit irritate me. B is easily doing nice thing to someone,
meanwhile giving assesment to someone
else as a nicer person to B, without remembering at all with the first person
(kind of confuse to write this – lol ^^v). After that, I got myeye away from B.
I try to give a call to myself “hey myself..you are in the right position. You
didn’t even start a move like B’s doing. B was the one who started it all. And
now, If B is not approching you as manytimes as before, just let’s say,
ooookaaaaaaayyy..B has more friends now than before (only me). B also has a
right to give assesment, and I also have a right to not accept B’s assesment.
What I’ve done to B, is a common thing as a new friend”. I just got ashamed to
myfriends in the class with the ‘image’ that they has given to me and B. But
yeah, I convice myself again,that I’m still in good condition, and should be a
good friend to everyone. I try to focus to myactivities again. Becoming happy,
energetic, and enjoyable girl..and quite lovely of course.
B’s diary
I moved to a new city. I became a new student in this
school, especially this class. I introduced myself to A. Hmm...and did that
things to A. I was just wondering why people around us like to give their eyes
to us (me and A). When I talked to A, I did assignment to A, ate together with
A, asked anything to A, they kept to making smiling face, winked one of their
eyes, and sssshhhuuueed each other. I
think, what I’ve done was just a common thing as a new person in new community. I feel so regret with our last conversation,
but A still doesn’t know it. I was really got involved to mystory, mymisery
story. I just couldn’t set myself in the right one. And even, I didn’t give a
good control with mywords. I know..I know that A got upset to me. I aware with
mynice attitude to her. But yeah..I don’t brave enough to say sorry to A (Am I
a ‘chicken’? no, I’m a human -.-‘). Till someday, I come to a park alone. I
see A. I don’t greet A. But I take a peek to what A’s doing. A really likes
photography. A takes many pictures. A keeps a sweet smile while makes a
photograph. Then A has a sit at bench and eat A’s lunch. I almost cry, I
couldn’t do anything to A, even just say sorry. A still treast me well, even
sometimes or often, it’s like I can’t see anyone in front of me. I’m so mean
anyway. I don’t this feeling, but yeah A, I want to be closer to you. I just
still dont find the right time to start it again. Thaks for all your attention
and kindness to me. That’s a special one for me ^^. And yeah..I’ll make you
happy. Just keep enjoying your activities, smiling like before, becoming nice
friend. Time will make all this process a happy one.
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