Teeny weeny? Yapz..it’s not a big deal

D’s diary

After years of not having a holiday, I have finally found that time. The time where I'll be taking 1 week off and hopefully not thinking (too much) about work and just really enjoy not doing anything hehehehe. Too bad, mom is not her with me. She had passed away. She left me alone. I (D) was still a student. Then after a couple of years, mydad remarried another woman. From the beginning, I’ve never wanna positioned her as step mom (sm). Cause it’s a sensitive case. Somehow, she likes to treat me as “cinderella”. A famous fairy tale, where the princess should (or must) do all the house chores. Moreover, the princess often scolded by the sm, either the princess makes mistake or not. I think, angry is kind of a hobby for the sm. Rarely sm feels happy when cinderella feels happy. What makes sm happy is the cinderella’s sorrow. So cruel!  

Sometimes I get too much drowned in my own sadness. Wondering “why this happen to me?” What I believe, God has created a problem with a solution. Along with a sadness, there’s a happiness. God is Kind J. I also consul about it to myclose friends. They adviced me “D, be patient..Every person has a right to say and do anything, cz he/she has the reason to say/do that, either it’s a good deed or bad deed. Remember, there’s also responsibility for it =). Don’t worry too much, you have a good intention to make it a happy ending and win-win solution for all.  You know what? you are the WINNER from beginning. Just stay the same as you, D..a kind and sweet girl”. Yeah, there’s also a good quote “there’s nobody can distract your day”. I also strenghten myworship to God, cause the happiness comes from Him ^^, so I really ask for it from His Kindness. Just as cinderella’s story..in the end, cinderella gets her happiness, both the antagonist ones become kind and married by a kind, wise, and charming prince. She lives happily ever after.. *geez* feels like I’m doing story telling to mylil niece..xixi.

Now, I've been meeting my friends and doing myfavorite things more often and I cannot be any happier..:)