E’s diary
Superb fun! Next Saturday I’ll go picnic with some friends.
Facing and doing sooo many assignments lately made me tired and kinda no time
for anything else. If it’s going to be picnic, for sure I’ll bring you,
myversatile bag (vb). Dunno exactly why, myfriends love to share their stuffs
inside myvb. They said the vb lighten their own bag. For me, it’s just a simple
one, we’re friends, we do the same activities, and we share our stuffs.
Moreover, I'm happy that we think alike when it comes about hobbies, dreams,
and the meaning of life. For the upcoming picnic, 7 of myfriends wants me put
some of their stuffs inside myvb. As usual, I say “だいじょぶ“-
fine ^^v. Lot of stuffs are in myvb now. I’m shocking, myvb tends to bulge now,
and a heavy one. Myshoulders are getting red, thou. 2 hours have passed since
our departure from home. We can inhale the fresh air now and see so many
‘green’ things. They really give the best therapy for our eyes. Curiously, we
open the curtain and even the window. Then, around 15 minutes later, the bus is
stopped, and here we come, the green picnic spot^^. Myfriends take some of
their stuffs from myvb, mostly camera. They take manypictures. Their pictures
are flawless, with breathtaking sceneries, and poses that became so model-ish
and fashion forward-ish. We smile and laugh together for minutes ahead.
Somehow, I’m getting bored. I’m starting to look out for better venues. I don’t
realize that after finding a better venue, it has taken a lot of time only with
myself. One of myfriend finds me alone and tells me it’s alrealy lunch time.
Geez..I don’t realize too, mystomach has played ‘a melody’ saying “fill me with
food...fill me..fill me”-sounds creepy I know -.-‘. I take myfriends’ luncboxes
out from myvb. And...yaiks..there’s icky liquid spilled inside mybag. I got a
lil bit upset, cz myvb is myloveliest one. Besides that, myfriends don’t say
anything, even just sorry. Since that ‘accident’, I keep away from them. I feel
that they don’t know how I feel. They keep laughing together without realizing
that I’m getting mad with them. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the next days
ahead...I never greet them. Then someday, on my table, I receive a sweet
package...what else if not pretty little thing from them. I open the box, then
mytears are coming out. They give me our photo that reminds me our
togetherness, our fun times. They also give a note saying: “E, we’re really
sorry, we did bad things for your lovely vb. We never realize that we were so
mean, E’s vb really precious for us, had given so many useful things for us.
But we didn’t keep yourvb well. Besides that, we didn’t keep your feeling of
treasuring vb so much”..Sweetest thing ever, friendship ^^.
I am happy today because I realized one thing. Or few
things. That no matter how sad or down I feel, I always remember Allah. And
instead of blaming Allah on why things aren't according to my wants, I evaluate
my day and try to understand why Allah led me to another plot. I was really
want, myFriends felt sorry, right after they did the wrong thing. But it was
different. We all feel sad occasionally. And things never ever ever go smooth.
There's always that fall when you feel like caving in and cry. But learning is
the best gift in life. And without failures, we don't learn. I think, this vb
is like our heart. It’s not because the heaviest stuffs or the icky liquid
spilled inside myvb, but it’s about our heart, wants to welcome it or not. Hence,
it feels so fun when bring them all.