I stepped myfoot to this room. A destined room, could be. I
felt a lil bit nervous for sure. Every motivator, an ustadz/ustadzah, friends, and
others often say everything will come in the right time. If I could turn back
the time, I wish this would be happened million years ago *exaggerate..xixi*
when I was still so young and cute *hoeeks ^^v*. But yeah..thereeeeeee
alwaaaaaays good reasons for those which stiiiiiii can’t be understood well..we
shouldn’t regret or say “why this chance just came now..why didn’t it come 2/3
years ago...why this..why that...?” so many ‘doushite(s)’ or why(s)..and I’m
affraid it’ll lessen mygrateful to Allah. So stop it please!
Just a
glimpse of mydays (recently) –for sure just a glimpse-, I tried to remember why
didn’t I take course in Japan, and even the jury offerred me so...I asked
myself again, does myanswer still the same with the first one? Do I regret
mydecision? Has I bored enough with recently activities which take in the same
place, same situation? Some of myfriends also ask me..why are you here again?
Don’t you get bored? Don’t you wanna move to another better place? Don’t you
wanna get a new refreshment? Don’t you..don’t you...xixi..so happy knowing so
many people care toward me =). I tried to flashback. I took the 2nd period’s test. MyLoA just came....in the due time, then I
sent it soon. I told myself too, perhaps next term sounds nice to start the
school..cz still so many uncertainties. Subsequently..I just sit in the
classroom. That was bcz the schedule was really friendly for many
variables..life variables precisely =). Then I got a dishevelled student card..it told
‘just for a while card’ and it limited edition...I thougt I should proud of
this, hahaha *just to make myself happy*so many impossibilities for what I’ve
got (I can’t post them in this note..xixi). So many energy, prays, supports,
tears that make it happened. It happened
on earth for a reason J.
At last...Now I realize, my answer is right. I have a bunch of reasons for
this...and there’s a special one reason J.
I’ve never regret it. If I brave enough to make decision, so vice versa to the
responsibility. It’s a matter of making efforts ^.^..Bismillah...never forget
to ask Allah’s Permission. Allah is Kind J.
Zettai ni..zettai ni..shiawase zettai ni...
